Adolescent dreams gave to adult screams, paranoid that I wont have the things they say I need.
I am pretty positive almost everyone that follows this blog is inactive or does not care but here is an update on me!! I am currently a senior in high school and I honestly haven’t really been on this blog since freshman year. I started this blog when I was completely and utterly obsessed with the band never shout never. A lot has changed since then; one being that I was 13 of course im going to change and two I no longer listen to never shout never anymore. Although, I no longer listen to nsn anymore I still hold the band very near and dear to me. So during last summer I made it my ultimate goal to meet Christofer Drew at warped tour and I did. Meeting Chris was honestly the highlight of my 2015. He was so kind and caring and I was so nervous and frazzled that I dropped my backpack and everything fell out. I ended up saying screw it and I left everything on the floor and went in for hug from him. The entire thing was a blur and I just remember him taking a bite of my sisters pizza and at some point calling me awesome lol. Anyways, I just wanted to say to those who may still be following me I’m still alive lol.
Note to 13 year old me: you’ll meet your hero one day and he will be the sweetest person ever don’t worry. Also that promise you made to yourself about not deleting this blog ever so you can look at it while you are 30 is still going strong !
Ps: you didn’t get a picture with Christofer Drew but you got a picture of the pizza he bit
Pss: you cried a lot I mean sobbed but not infront of him
this blog brings back so many memories oh my god i miss the nsn fandom and just being utterly obsessed with something

ugh I miss Christofer Drew. (Xmas Tour, 12/13/13 Saint Louis, MO at Firebird)
omg hi everyone